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It just a miracle to see me blogging at this hour of a time. Well I've been actually missing in action partially cause I got this temp job which requires me to be awake by 6am.So can't afford to actually stay up late in the end just have to sleep early abd blog in the office.

The ironic part is today is my LAST day in this office and I kinda miss this job. In a way it might a boring job to make calls like people who ambush me last time but I kinda get more experience talking to people form aqll walks of life. In a way is just somehthing fun to learn and hopefully by the time I get my job this experience will be useful in a way.

Well Christmas is FINALLY COMING!! YAY!! after like so many days of counting down Christmas is finally here. Is just another holiday season where it'll be celberated by everyone and also strangely somehow people will just be all jolly and joyful.

Today will not only be just another day in the office but also my last day here. Maybe after 1 month of being unemployed I might consider getting a job over here then. Heard that the pay is not bad just by learning how to troubleshoot the technical problems of a computer in various ways.

Ya tonite will be 1st attempt of making GINGERBREAD cookies. Just pray hard it'll work and I'll be sending them to all my friends personally.So people look out for a GINGERBREAD from me ya.

Neways juz gotta go now..The office is getting congested and everyone is woncering why am I typing here when all I do here is just to make calls..

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Woke up @ 3 something again today!!!Ish ish!! It has been like God knows how many times have I been staying up late til the wee hours and wakes up really late in the afternoon. That's like a bummers life man!As usual was contemplating about what to eat as it gets pretty boring when all the food seems too plain. Recently just had a craving for DURIANS! A definite thing that I can't say no.Then ended up cooking a whole Tupperware of fusilli with chicken and capsicum.

Took roughly an hour preparing it and ate half of it for dinner and left the other half for Kevin.It was raining so is just a perfect weather to work. Went to work as usual with my semi-damped hair after shower looking as blur as ever.The environment is still the same. Gloomy and quiet. This is a third place that I really will like cause you get to relax and not like the normal busy weekends with just too many people around.

Went dinner with Clare and Vino. Chatted about stuff and went back to the store. It was the Morris's turn to go out 4 dinner. Since there were 2 Morris working with me tonite I've just decided to name them M!(Aaron) & M2(Conrad) like the "Bananas in Pyjamas".Those guys were cool. the crowd came in @ around 9 something as usual. Mr. Annuar came in too for his favorite cup of Americano.It was just so comforting to see regulars coming in and them looking amazed when thier drinks are served before them ordering it.

Then I heard stories thst recently there was a rumour saying that we actually were not up to our standards of service which I felt bloody annoyed hearing it. Being a barista in Taipan for 2 years makes me see that there were a a variety of people we deal with daily.So it had taught me to juggled with life and also handled this people when SHITZ happen..I don't believe that we are that bad.Customers should always look @ our side and not be selfish to just think about them. I know is true where Customers always comes first but there are other circumstances which happens and that make prevent us to perform in our best way.

I truly believe that regulars do not just drop by for the coffee but also for the feeling of familiarity which is a core value that were held by us.i know I sound kinda bias in this way but I did felt that the store is no longer a store that I used to love. But given enough time to actually adapt you somehow understand that things will never be the same but it does not mean that it will be Bad.

This are all 2 cents from me. Hopefully this does not offend anyone in the process.I just need to vent this anger as i felt it is unfair for people to make assumptions just because of a single bad incident.Seriously one should always ask yourself this questions "Who had never been wrong?". Humans will make mistakes once ina while and that's only human nature unless if your a self-proclaim saint.

Gosh look @ me going all windy again! *note to self* Please do not try to write an extra long post as it justgets too boring after some time. Lolx.

Till then,

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Throughout this whole month of relaxing @ home and work occasionally I realized that when work start or when I'm able to secure a job I'll be haivng the life of just loafing and relaxing @ home and being able to do whatever I want. That is also provided God permits and also $$$ is made available by the donkey hours of closing that I'm currently still getting @ Starbucks.

To me now going to work is just like breathing and eating. Is a necessity that one must have that you kinda will enjoy once a while but not always. As usual it's full of politics and human to human relationship. One just have to know how to play the game to be able to even survive and earn a place in the community.Life is also this way. You will not know when your best friends just decides to betray you or stab you from behind.Even if it's like someone who is so BLOODY close to u might just stab you from behind and the pain is just unbearable.

For starters, you'll just kinda start laughing at the childishness of the person that doing such an evil thing that God forbids. And 1 second from that you realize that you're hurting so badly that your body starts trembling non-stop and you don not even know what the hell is happening anymore. Guess it's just an experience that one will have to gone thru to declare that you've walk the life of a normal human being.@ this time is when ytou realize that who's actually your REAL FRIENDSAnd I thanked those who really showed up when I was in deep shit..

Was recently blog-hoping and saw this entry from a friend of mine.Ya gal you're damn right if anyone wants to back stab or even say something bad then say it right in my face cos you do not even know what hells have I been thru and you got no right to judge me!I guess people are damn right to call someone a bimbo or even a slut cos some people really deserve to even be called such names.

Well as usual this month will be another month of me trying to search for job opportunities which I rather like to called it a "JOB SENT FROM GOD".Gonna be busy again next month as Christmas is approaching and also Kevin's birthday is also coming!Hehe...Plans to make and money to be earn.

Til then,

cherios :)

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